in search of a nice guy w4m
Rocky
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After a few years with a man who treated me horribly and who was likely crazy and in the closet (and before that years with a mother who controlled and abused me) and emerging from a severe case of life-long low self esteem that got worse when I lost my job last year, I have gotten re-employed, started working out and finding my hobbies to give this thing ed life a good college try. I have been a horribly shy and cautious person when it comes to dating which can be a turn-off to a lot of guys that I want and a turn-on to the bad-intentioned. Realizing I need to do something big for myself (I'm still kind of broke) to feel like I'm starting a new life on my way to being a happier person, and I know online dating isn't really the right avenue to look for excitement, I'm seeking an idea of something I can do by myself, someplace, considering my situation I can go, to feel like I am really living, really alive, maybe feel free to let the inner me come out, since it will be a new place where no one knows me. Typiy I hear Vegas is one place people go to experience something like this. I don't know if I could afford that trip with plane hotel and all, but I want to go out somewhere away from here and try and unleash the inner me and have fun and take risks and not be afraid and have fun. I don't want to jump into a relationship or casual hookup with anyone in nyc because I know my pattern of getting attached to unhealthy people might still be lingering. So I want to go somewhere else and just try being another type of me freely for a week or so. Where can I go and what can I do? Thanks.