I've made a mistake.
Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak out and remove all doubt. -Lincoln By writing posts on here I've turned my feelings for you into something satirical and you into a literary character. I regret this very much. It was a way to deal with the pain of not being able to make reality of what I desire in my heart. It was a lie to cover the truth of my inability to form a sentence while in your presence, a bandaid to fix my broken heart when I sit through another missed opportunity. I have nothing but the utmost respect and reverence for you as a person, but instead of making that known, I wasted my time and energy on internet posts. While I could have been talking to you, I was, instead, avoiding an interaction and hoping for you to read my post later. Henceforth, I will be focused on mustering energy from every cell in my body in order to stand in front of you and so eloquently state my case as I have online. You deserve a man, not a boy with a computer and, if you'll allow, I will endeavor to prove myself the man you deserve. I apologize for the childish behavior and sincerely hope that you do not read the missed connections.