Best Breakup Ever???
Hello my love! I hope you are learning a lot on your trip south and I look forward to spending my 36th with you! We have had a rocky and crazy month haven't we? Mutual break up due to distance and other minor infractions. . ..the roller coaster of emotions ranging from anger to sadness and lonliness to a sort of with the situation. Now we are here. . .where ever here is. You know you are my life, my soul mate, and I love you to death. You are the one I tell my most inner secrets to, my woes and every part of me is yours. I enjoy being a part of your happiness and I hope you enjoy mine. You are easy to be around, fun, romantic and loving, motivational and I'm proud to say you are quite possibly my best friend. So, where are we exactly? We text each other every day again, like the break up never happened. That one time was the most exciting experience I've had with you in a while and can't wait for it again. We tell each other we love the other. You have come out to be with my son and my parents. But that just makes thing more complicated for the inevitable outcome. I'm confused too ecstatic to be "together" again. I want to be with you always but I'm afraid its gonna end again and everything I've felt this last month with you is going to come crashing down around me. I have no idea what you tell your boys, what you tell your friends. All I know is mine see me happy and content to keep ' what we're ' and when they ask about if this is going to last my mood changes and I honestly say "I don't know". Even my little boy sees that I am different since the break up, like things went back to normal. Are they normal? Are we a "couple"? Are we gonna move forward or dance in this one we have made for ourselves? Will there ever be the us part of our lives again? Where do I stand with your youngest? Your friends? Am I making any sense? I love you