I miss those blue eyes w4m
how you kiss me at night, I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we sleep
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
I see your blue eyes every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to, when I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me
I don't understand why I can miss you this much after everything you did to me, but there it is. I miss how comfortable we were with each other, how you would hold me while you slept, the way you would hold my hand when we were driving, how we would touch, how we would laugh together. I miss how it was in the beginning, before you betrayed and hurt me so badly. There is a magical place, between Then and Now, wish we could go there for a while and just love each other without the memories of what you did to me and the fact that our future is impossible between us. The cold night rain is the witness to my tears. You star in the backround of my dreams and my heart still aches for you. Yes, I'm with someone else...being alone was not ever something I could do well...but...he is not you. He would never hurt me like you did, and I know that it makes no sense for me to be feeling this way, but there are words written in the sand on the ocean shore that have not washed away. There is a red book that details your feelings and my passion. None of this is working anymore. A smile given to the world each day is not real, it is just a cover for the pain in my heart. I sometimes wonder if you took my ability to love another person with that kind of passion when you left. Do you ever think of me anymore? Or am I just someone you used to know, someone who doesn't even matter to you anymore. Do you see me in your dreams at night? Do you wake up with the need to be with me, the desire to wrap me in your arms and never let go? We were a team, and now I'm left floundering, alone in empty space, wondering where I fit in anymore.
Make believing we're together
that I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I've turned to water
Like a teardrop in your palm
And its a hard winter's day
I dream away
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