Living the Alternative
"I dont care anymore, No one knows me, She is good for me." these were the words you spoke our horny women in Wenona, IL last encounter. You were angry, erratic and crying and seem so lost..spoke words of jealousy and . Want me to disappear.stay away from your family, and also told me you were happy with a tears in your eyes.. Happy and at my door once again. Would not leave my home, my bed.. I still know this force that pull us together exist on some level., but you cut me out and ran away... sooner or later you show up at my door. months turn to years.. and the s continue every day.. and I get that it is not my bed you choose every night...So what is it you want from me? I am not a random...a friend? a person that you loved more than life itself once, the love of your life... I did nothing to hurt you.. are these words of truth with conflicted actions? Are you hurt over our love, did it even exist.. you promised me forever... and I live the alternative...