Trinity of Chaos
, Your memory haunts me, I that pleases you. Every day I writhe in agony, torturing myself over how I treated you. I don't know if I would take anything back, but God above, do I ever still want you, need you. All of the pieces are falling into place; soon, I will try to contact you again. Whether you me with soft words or hostility, I need to know if I have another chance. Another chance to show you proper love and affection, another chance to be the friend you used to lean on when your life was in shambles, another chance to right all of the wrongs. But it isn't easy, being and in love. The world fights against all of us, testing each their mettle's worth. When the burden becomes too much to bear, I think of you, and that gives me the I need to continue. The trek has been slow going and I have fallen many times along the way, but every day I get stronger, wiser. I am adapting to my environment and growing into the man I know I should be. A man who you won't be to stand next to and be with.