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My REAL reason for posting here My real reason for posting here is NOT sex.
While I might really enjoy having sex with you (and I certainly won't rule it out at this point!), that is not why I'm here. In fact, I will probably move a bit slower than most guys out here, because I still have feelings for someone who recently broke my heart. I suppose many guys would want to sleep with someone new in order to forget, but I guess my brain doesn't work that way. I feel like sleeping with someone new will mean there is no turning back for me. Therefore, I'm only going to sleep with someone new if she is worth breaking the ties with the past. There will have to be a real connection.
My real reason for posting here is NOT to find a long-term relationship.
And by that, I mean that this is not my objective. I do want to find the woman to share my "last" LTR with, and if I find her here, that would be great. The sooner I can meet her, the better. But I learned a long time ago that you can't "expect" to find her. Expectations suck. They cause you to alter your actions, and not act like yourself. So, if anyone answers this ridiculous post, I won't be sizing you up for a LTR. If I start thinking in those terms, it will be after I discover I am crazy about you.
My real reason for posting here is NOT to find a new best friend.
I suppose this relates to the last one, because next time I am in a LTR, she will absolutely be my best friend. But again, I am in no rush to fill that role in my life, either. Best friendships happen because there is a connection between the two people. If I get any responses, chances are that I won't have that horny women in Tunnel Hill, GA connection with most of you. That's not to say that you aren't all great women, but a connection like that is special and rare, and it doesn't happen every day. I'm not going to consider this post a failure if I don't find that connection.
My REAL reason for posting here is this:
I just want to say hello to you. I want to see if you and I have anything to talk about. I want to see if you can make me laugh, and if I can do the same to you. I want to be able to let go, and let fate take over. I want to discover who else is out there, and I want to find out whether we share any chemistry. What happens from there depends on a million different factors, and I am open to all of the possibilities. But for now, let's just meet.

Hm hi I'm cute or rather I think I am. I'm somewhat quirky/dorky. I'm random and spontaneous. I like cuddling/hugging. if I sound like your type, shoot me an e-mail :).
The truth is, I don't really expect horny women in Tunnel Hill, GA a long term relationship or to find true love on this thing, but maybe I'll find something/someone interesting and you know like if anything I'll make a new friend right? So no pressure =)

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